Youngster KV

Seriously I don't want to do this. I don't know how to start. Seriously I'm mind fucked! I miss you! I need you! I want you to be with me! I don't give a fck for anything! I just want you! I need longer conversation! I miss the first time we used to be! Fck! I hate to be like this! I'm totally mind fcked! Damn fck! I don't want be mad at you !

It's been almost one year, too many thing been gone through once a heartbreaking moment occurs. Seriously that's the most painful over other things. A lot of lessons we've learnt. Just because of some others decision why need to sacrifice our happiness, our enjoyment, and other feelings. It's really a pain if someone that you really want is gonna be missing from your life. I hope that we'll be together no matter what happens. That's all I want! HEARTBREAK! 😔 Worst feeling ever!

Final year students. Yes, we are final year students. Juniors see us like we're professional in our course, they just see our "perfect" works. But no one ever knows our struggles, no one ever knows our pain to get to the top. Assignments, family, work, exams, and other problems. It's not easy to be success for we started, and it's not easy to drop off too. Yes, we've been here 4 years. Within 4 years. We need to face a tons of problems, not only with assignments and exams but our personal problems with family, relatives, and our loved ones. Every students have their own problems, we're also humans not a machine. We need a break sometimes. Some of us being naughty and playful but when we have committed to something, we'll try to settle it as soon as possible. We need time to learn, some of us are fast learner, some of us need some time to understand what we're going to do. It's easy to say, but practically it's hard to do it. At least we...

Heartbreaking moment when your loved one changed in one night because of your stupid action that tell everything that hurt her really deeply. I know I did something wrong and I tried to fix it. She's too genuine to me with her action and love but me, hurm. I know I'm too stupid that I couldn't keep her happy. She said that she hurt me, but the truth is she is the on been hurt by me. I'm sorry dear. I just you to be happy. I swear I don't want to make you sad or feel bad, I'm really sorry. I'm willing to sacrifice myself for your happiness.

I'm not talking about what is the benefit when we smile, but what can smile do for us. Smile is an other term of making your loved one happy always. You'll see the real happiness when you sacrifice everything including yourself only to see their happiness.  If you understand this, then you'll know the world!

I'm really sorry it's been a while I didn't update my blog... I'm in the middle of workload in the nick of time I need to settle everything. Yeah it's really hard to do it in a large amount of workload... In order to achieve your dream... you need to sacrifice many things in your life in order to success!